message(s)

Date : 16/02/2009
Time : 12:40 am
Type : Text message
To : essa<+62856171****>
Subject : dear elsaputra my dearest boy. i cant sleep right now. you know wgy? know lah kan i always story with you ehehe. im bored baby. i dont want study. but if i dont study i will get the worst score -,-
today, i felt so flat. you know why? yeyeya because we didnt contact. i miss you esaaa. do you nkow how deep i miss you? today i just heared a song, officially missing you. want you know about the lyric?
CLICK!(diclick gitu kan ceritanya yaya)
"all i hear raindrops falling down on the rooftop. oh baby tell me why'd you have to go. cause this pain i feel it wont go away. and today im officially missing you.
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ooh cant no body do it like you say every little thing you do. hey baby say it stays on my mind and today im officially missing you"
owmaigatch that song is cooool right? you must listen it baby and you can imagine if that singer its me. yaya i know its too imposible, but why nooot? yegak? i cant sing well z. remember when you birthday i sang 'dia' at 2 or 3 am? i forgot. i sang ssso bad hm.
hm you said "dita berubah". what changed in me baby? i dont know and i wont know if you dont tell me. friday, saturday and sunday are fuck days for me. in that day we usually not in the good mood. and and and dont you ever think im not serious love you. i love you seriously baby. if im not serious i wont wait you until the time end(ea apa maksud ini). like i said to you in a message at 8 of january 2009 i cant stand up without you next to me and i cant life without you.


Date : 16/02/2009
Time : 1:16 am
Type : Text message
To : essa<+62856171****>
Subject : YUNO SSSA I CANT SEND MORE THAN TEN PAGES! its so bonto right? oke skip. not important. i continue oke? now i know why i cant life without you, because you are my oxygen :')
please dont hurt me ya sa. i love you more than i love my self. i cant describe how deep i love you as my boy, my best, my little brother or my old brother. im afraid with you if you be angry with me. you look so different baby, im sure! i didint feel you hug me, hold me or anything. i just know you be angry with me and so hard to make you laugh hu. i can cry when you was angry because it was so scary. if you need a person to share your problem, im in here for you and listen you. but i dont promise i can help you. if you feel like angry, call me. i dont promise that i will make you laugh but i can acompany you. if you feel like cry, please call me. i dont promise i can stop your tears but i can cry with you baby. anddd if one day you call me and there is no answer, please come fast perhaps i need you. maybe thats all are the really meaning of the relationship are for. can we do like that? like a friendship. i hope we not only do a relationship but also a friendship. because friendship is yesterday, today and tomorrow. i want always be with you. how about you?
thank you for your attention ya ganteng. i hope you can understand what i wrote, im sorry my english is not better -_-
finally, i love you elsaputra!